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A secret between two sisters leads to a lifetime of lies unraveling, and poses the question: Can a broken family find their way back to one another? 

Dive headfirst into the utterly compelling, achingly real, and completely heartbreaking story of a family divided and the secret that can possibly unite them with If Only I Could Tell You, a life-affirming novel with a twist that will break readers hearts and an ending that will help mend it again. 

"Hannah Beckerman combines authentically imperfect characters and a well-paced, plausible plot to explore the corrosive legacy of family secrets.  Fans of Jodi Picoult will find much to love in this often heartbreaking story.” -- Publishers Weekly